I've been meaning to post an entry, but every time I start I end up not finishing what I've been meaning to. I know that's absolutely a bad thing to do, hit writer's block then just leave it unfinished. It's alright though, because today I was determined to post something even if it's a long entry without any pictures. I'm seriously in need of finding my charger so that I can take pictures for my site. I also kind of want a new camera just something small and compact since both of my cameras are bulky and it's not cute enough to bling out if I wanted to, haha.
The start of the week til' the end.
Okay, I've been seriously in need of some type of break. I know all you hot sexy mama's out there are most likely thinking the same thing. I'm not going to lie since Loverboy and I have called it off I've been making the effort to sort of go out more often, and it's paying off really. I do however, feel bad because I hate the idea that I'm leaving Ryu at home and enjoying myself. I almost feel like I'm neglecting my responsibility of being a mother. Honestly, I know I'm not, and others can think otherwise, but they don't know what I feel about the situation, but whatever. I don't owe anyone an explanation at least at this point, just venting a bit. Anyway, back to the story before getting sidetracked, haha. I guess my week started on a Wednesday evening since I saw my 2 friends at their place after work. I honestly, wasn't planning to go anywhere but home since I've been working, I was tired, but I missed them. I eventually gave in came over and smoked hookah. I was then convinced to join them at Gitana to have some drinks and smoke some more. I haven't completely hung out with them in a while and it was hard to resist. Good thing I didn't. Our table sat right next to "Hank" from Secret Life of the American Teenager (If you don't want that show you definitely should start). He was rehearsing his lines while smoking with two friends. He kept looking over I guess he noticed we were sort of staring and he was cute. We didn't bother him though, cause we just didn't want to make a big deal about him being a celebrity. I went home early that evening because after the car ride to a friend's the atmosphere made me feel sick. I wasn't quite sure if it was the car ride or what, but I didn't feel too shabby.
Thursday morning I've had to apply for a new job, and I'm hoping I get a call back, or if I call back that I get hired. I just need a change in my atmosphere to be honest. I just need a boost in my financial situation. After that I decided to rest at a friend's home since I've been up since 5:30 that morning my mind has just been on something else. That evening I met up with my ex to have dinner with him and I took Ryu with me. I'm just glad all my friends take a liking to Ryu and that they're very comfortable helping step up and just watching him for a bit or anything like that. We had a good talk during dinner really, and I sort of, kind of, miss those days where you can just sit down with someone meaningful to you and converse. We talked for a bit and I was surprised cause Ryu ate so much and he also drank tons of water which I'm glad cause when he's with me he eats a lot and when he's with other people lol he doesn't. Weird little boy, but he's probably just more comfortable with his mommy. After that stayed to watch them bowl for a bit, and Ryu got super excited! He was clapping his hands, and screaming, staring at Pao bowl. I think I got a little bowler on my hands! I'm glad I used to bowl a lot and I'd love for him to get into it. After that I visited a friend at work with Ryu, had a talk there too and then went home tired as heck cause I had an absolutely LONG DAY.
So far that is what jump started my weekend. I feel like as tired as I am, I've gotten tons of things done, and next week is Ryu's Birthday. I've got to get my shit started on that. We sort of have some stuff organized here and there, but I think come lunch time I'll be brain storming on what's going to happen and all that good stuff. I'll probably be blogging quite more about the event til it gets here. I really want to do what Nani did and blog about keeping organized and details about the party. I loved how Nani's decorations turned out! I'll definitely see what I'll have my hands on this week for preparation.























































